Do You Want Me? What's the Matter?

November 17, 2017

Dear Subscriber:

Each week we examine a theme from a variety of points of view. This week’s theme is love.

Today’s poem is from girl to boy about the hypocrisy of wanting both freedom and possession.

I welcome comments on my poems at https://nicholasgordon.blogspot.com.

Yours,

Nick Gordon

Do you want me? What's the matter?

You're afraid some door will close?

You want the scent without the rose?

The moans of love without the chatter?

You think our love might be a tomb,

The only exit through my pain?

You'd rather put things off again

To give your fantasies some room?

You think: she's great, but in a while

I might get bored? Or something better,

Filling out a tighter sweater,

Might flash me a quick come-on smile?

You don't want to be tied just yet

To just one future, just one kiss?

You think about all that you might miss

And hold out for a better bet?

Well, fine! But then why do you haunt

Me like a jackal night and day?

Why, when my interest seems to stray,

Are you so sure of what you want?

Why, when I dare so much as laugh

At some guy's jokes, you go ballistic,

Nasty, borderline sadistic,

As if somebody touched your stuff?

And yet when I hook on to you,

You will not let yourself be mine,

Take out your fears and draw a line

Between what you and I can do?

But freedom must be mutual,

And it takes two for one embrace.

You can't both love and freedom chase,

Unless you would adore a fool.

© by Nicholas Gordon

Hear or watch me recite this poem and listen to the music I chose for it at https://www.poemsforfree.com/doyouw.html. For more love poems, go to https://www.poemsforfree.com/lovepoems.html .

This week’s theme: Love

November 13: All I Ever Wanted Is in You

November 14: Before You, I Was Just Hanging Out

November 15: Chris and I Went Out Awhile Back

November 16: Do Not Doubt I Love You

November 17: Do You Want Me? What’s the Matter?